I know this is my first post but I am in a sad mood today. My DH and I have been trying to do acupuncture to have a child. The trying to have a baby thing has been going on for 7 years now. Anyway, as usual we don't have money to continue with the process. I'm tired. Tired of trying to figure it all out, tired of trying to find the money, tired of trying to meet the needs of everyday life. I see these mothers doing drugs while they are pregnant, seeing kids used as pawns for adults to get what they want, 14 year olds getting pregnant with ease. When is it my turn?! When does it get easy for me? When do I get to be happy without struggling. I'm tired. I'm cranky.
Next question, I have to ask myself. How do I fix it?
Talk to you tomorrow.
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